Transitions and retrogrades

They feel funny don't they? Sometimes they hurt a little too, right? relax you're not the only one trying to discover ways to out grow that uncomfortable feeling.
But, how come each wave of depression during a certain time frame every ten years during a certain retrograde, certain people pop up?

Well my love, 

you forget that each year is a different transition.

And

when we forget this, we forget about the blessing of the now.

So,

 our wounds are

 left unattended to

- some even grow,

hearts are left bruised,

flash backs come and go; through time, not as frequent as once before.
I've been on pause since 2011,
before that 2010,

actually I've been on pause since April of 2008.

Ten years later I am ending that cycle.

 I will repair what is needed and connect with others,

 and let go of what can no longer be helped.

We will reclaim,

unite,

heal,

love,

honor,

and respect.

We will transmute the dark but first we will embrace it. Do no Harm.
As above,
so below.

Transitions and retrogrades feel funny right? Kind of like how each growth requires a certain form of transformation.

You are not alone in this.