Everyone says to rest, and the other half of everyone still tells me how to go about this feeling like they have a clue(but really if they did, they'd leave me be).
Actually, they kinda do leave me be.
I'm only needed when its absolutely to their own benefit,
I think this is a reflection of me or of a past me at least.
Wanna know something ironic?
The ones I held closest and dearest to me, I hurt the deepest in a past life before this, yet still with in this life time. Now,
I get to sit back and watch them embrace each other
AND my closest friends who helped mend the pieces they too left within me - who embody the very aspects they cast me out for.
-Knowledge is a powerful thing.-
However,
This is the debt I owe.
And
It's at this point of being where I absolutely,
positively,
No matter what,
must
Keep going.
Let my pain soak up yours for the time being, you can hate me if you need to and lets call this healing.
Let my pain soak up yours for the time being, you can hate me if you need to and lets call this healing.